Me to Inna: Are you a part of me now?

Inna: Yes.

Me to Inna: Am I a part of you now?

Inna: Yes.

Me: Weird.

Inna and I are huddled on Ilja’s bed, swimming in blankets and giant pillows. A long string of LED lanterns is strung across the wall overhead, casting a calming glow to the sound of evening traffic on Gneisenaustraße. In the kitchen, Lauren is making a first batch of Kombucha while Sekar blends garlic and chilis for chutney. Ilja pours tea.

The day has been a strange one, but that’s nothing new.

With new residents…

How a Bad Apple Tart Prevented the Spread of COVID

Villain or Hero of this tale?

It was my first out-of-city trip since the pandemic started — I was heading from Berlin to Wrocław, Poland for a weekend singing workshop — one I had been looking forward to for months.

In the days leading up to the workshop, I had been concerned and waffling about going because I had been fighting a cold — a mild one, but a still a cause for concern in our current climate. I nearly cancelled the night before but had decided in the end to go because I felt quite recovered.

The morning of, I was rushing. Like an out-of-practice…

Realities are built one choice at a time

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Realities are built one choice at a time. Where multitudes of storylines are possible, delusions are constructed like any particular one. One brick laid upon another, forming the structure to hold the next line.

Pierce always had the choice of which kind of brick to choose. Some were flat, even, and regularly shaped. Others were lumpy, different sizes, and didn’t stack well. Pierce always picked the ones that were a bit funny looking. He just liked them. The other ones were too predictable, too normal.

Where others would construct tall towers of regularly shaped bricks extending toward the sky, Pierce…

Stationery for asylum

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The woman fiddled with the multi-coloured paper clip on the top of her stack of documents. It was striped yellow and white, a distraction of colours. Even the stationery in this country was gaudy. Nothing like in Syria. Things were more elegant there — when there was still a country to speak of. She adjusted her hijab and looked over at her infant, on the fence between fussing and crying. Rolling the buggy back and forth, just a little where there was space in the crowded visa office, she fanned herself with the topmost stack of papers.

The foreigners’ affairs…

Free verse to save a life

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You tireless thing of beauty. It’s been a long struggle ever since you were lain in poor soil by ignorant hands.

You’ve been overwatered, underwatered, given only fluorescent light when you needed direct sunshine. Abused with leftover coffee not yet cooled, befouled with cigarette butts, passed from home to home like an unwanted orphan.

But you didn’t wait to wilt in your plastic pot. You didn’t resign yourself to the slow, stagnant death of letting each leaf yellow and dry into dust.

You are a thriver.

You continued to push forward, bravely putting forth new tendrils seeking more than you…

Scenes from Berlin

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Three figures on a street corner, each a cigarette in hand. Three unkempt columns of vapor drift down the street, following the call of their smoky maker.

The man speaks to his son, who listens with false earnest. His mother only holds the cigarette, letting it smolder. She burns the tobacco incense so that she can also be granted participation in the ceremony of truth-speaking.

The woman puffs unenthusiastically at the paper rod in her fingers. She can never stand holding it long enough for it to burn to the end. Putting it under her foot, she feels fine extinguishing…

Free verse for dying relationships

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It rained last night.
I know because there’s an earthworm stretched out across a crack of dirt.
It’s being swarmed by a colony of ants.
Its tail end ripped open (do earthworms have tails,
or are they all body, like stories?),
its pink, throbbing inside meets the unfeeling air outside.
It thrashes. The ants engulf it.
I consider leaving it. Or crushing it.

I live with the most talkative woman I have ever met. I love her. I hate her. She has perfected the art of interrupting me. At just the right moment, when I am in the middle of…

Not all things miniature make sense

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Baby Shoes don’t make any sound. It’s only when they’re on the tiny feet of their wearers, and occasionally rubbing against something else that they do. But this is never noticed because the lookers-on are usually focused on something more interesting.

What is interesting? Sometimes the incidental sounds of soft fabric rubbing against soft fabric are beautiful, while the fussing of a newborn is not.

Sometimes the low thrum of a refrigerator may entrance — all those frequencies blending into each other, harmonizing and droning on while most people filter them out. …

Szen Szen

Solar-powered Storyteller | Making the invisible visible | No story too small | Berlin — Montreal

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